An ending to another day

So as this day draws to a close, I am left pondering a few things. Nothing of major importance, but still pondering all the same. I wonder if my husband thinks of me as often as I think of him, if he lays in bed at night and thinks about the things we used to talk about before drifting off to sleep, if he misses having someone laying next to him or if it's just me that thinks like that. I wonder if he says a prayer for all of us back here or if he even believes in prayer. I may not believe in a lot of things, but I do believe in the power of prayer. I think we confess some of our greatest fears in prayer and while we can't do anything other than confess them and ask for some type of resolution that we hope to come, I believe that we do this in hopes that there really IS a power greater than ourselves.

I think of my friends and all the trials and tribulations they are going through. I think of the ones that we are going through currently and I truly hope that there is a positive ending. I think about how much I miss my husband and how badly I would love to be able to reach over and just touch his shoulder...just because he would be in the same room and how happy that would make me. I sit at his desk and I think about all the times he would sit here and do whatever it was he would do. I don't actually know because when he would sit here, I would leave him alone, thinking that he was studying or doing something uber important. My mind is just bouncing all over the place tonight!

Britney is still broken out in hives this evening. It comes and goes in waves and it makes NO sense to me. I just want my little girl all better. I hate seeing her like this because she is miserable. I did try to make her feel a little better by taking her to the movie rental store and letting her pick out some movies. She picked out Paranormal Activity, My Sisters Keeper and I chose All About Steve with Sandra Bullock. She watched her two movies already and is now resting.

I have spent my afternoon hauling crap out of the office, unpacking boxes, putting bookcases together and attempting to get the office in a working condition. Walking in here day after day and seeing all these boxes that needed to be unpacked was driving me insane! Right now it's in chaos because for some reason, you have to make a mess of a room BEFORE you actually clean it up. I still don't understand that concept, but whatever...it's getting done. Now if I could only find that box cutter I have misplaced...lol. Well...off to the grindstone again! I hope to finish this room before going to bed. Later all!